A Letter To: Nobody?
Why is this dark hole in the back of my mind slowly eating away at my thoughts and memories? It doesn’t make sense. Kind of feels like my mind is in one place, but my thoughts are in another. Haha, I know doesn’t make any sense right?LaLaLaLaLa….
I tend to wonder off in my own little universe in my head, but there’s this little voice that keep’s digging deep into my thoughts, and giving me full explanations of what i need to do next. Oh wait there’s a word for that, I believe it’s called your conscience? Haha. Fuck, I think im in love. She’s so damn beautiful, it’d be nice if reality was the way I’ve planned it out in my dreams. Shitty to be honest, I Know I could make her happy, because i’ve never seen such a secure, happy look on a person’s face while they are sleeping in my life. Soo satisfying, <3.
It’s about 2:15 in the morning, Im kind of tempted to sit down and write some really sappy riff and come up with some meaningful dark, and deep lyrics. But ughh Im sooo tired! Too many poppers ! Damn things clogging up my lungs ;)
2:16am - Fuck it, don’t feel like writing music at the moment, that can be done tomorrow. I’d much rather listen to some music at the moment. (:
2:17am - Can’t get her off my mind.
So honestly, to anyone who is actually reading this post, i wanted to kind of keep the feel of a real blog, explaining bits and pieces of my life, instead of reblogging, and posting a bunch of pictures. I’d much rather post pictures with stories attatched. So that’s what will happen! (:
2:19am - Night Tumblr <3
The awkward moment when someone you don’t like talks to you like you’re friends.